Comeback?

I need to write more
I really do especially because i consider myself someone who isn't the best at articulating my feelings..don't get me wrong i can communicate but i feel i can't explain the weight of my feelings or describe them accurately so it's sort of lost in translation. However, if i write more chances are the truth or my truth will be in there somewhere.
I am still trying to figure myself out and sometimes my mind is not very organised this will come across in the posts, please bear with me and hopefully it'll all make sense.

A lot has happened in the two years i have not written, I've seen Drake and Beyonce (twice) in concert, I've graduated university, I have changed disciplines and I've moved cities. I've made new friends and lost contact with others. Twitter paved the way so now there's Instagram, Vine, Keek- oh fun times but it's dead now-, Vine, Snapchat..., I've used a blackberry and I've used a Samsung..A lot has happened and I may not remember them all but it's changed me and most days i am not disappointed or troubled by this change. this is how life is, a constant change and I am okay with it. I may write about things that have happened or things i am going through but i will try to write because something is always happening, change is always occurring even when it does not seem to be so.

In a few minutes I turn 22 and i have a lot of feelings about it but i'll save that for later. being old doesn't scare me so much as not fully living does. I think i'm good so far but i worry about the future you see. I have always been a worrier which is bad and considering I'm a Christian i know worrying can do nothing and God has my back but sometimes much as I try- and believe me I do (control freak of nature should be my middle name)- I cannot control my feelings.

22
birthdays should lose their potency the older you become but for me it doesn't. there's something about the day every year, it cannot be explained.

I've developed or maybe it has always been there a very intense and amazing love for TV shows and movies. not exactly a buff but I am no slouch either, it's deep. Some may say this affects the way I view reality but i don't think so. For me, and take from this what you will, they're an escape.. a world where the troubles aren't mine (even though i totally used to get so embarrassed for the heroine just before the end of a typical romcom i had to remind myself it wasn't me it was happening to), good prevailed and love lasted. you see, i've somewhat given up on the world in certain regards (this is bad and I'm working on it) but in TV world it's controlled even when it goes wrong one is comforted by the fact that it isn't real. I'm not even going to try and make you understand because i fully don't tbh but it makes me happy and that's the only reason i need right?
Just highlighted tv because i think i'll also have some reviews of some interesting episodes of some of the many shows I watch...that should be good.

Don't worry i don't watch ALL these but..

It will be hard but I'll do my best to put something up every week even if it is one paragraph of rubbish lol...let's see how long i can keep it up [say no to negativity].

It's good to be back
xxxx

P.S: Am I still an adolescent? Need to reconsider blog name.